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thesecretdoorPairing: JunDa
Rating: PG-13 (brief mentions of sex)
Word Count: 1248
Disclaimer: I still haven't found a way to make them my slaves yet...
Summary: It was all supposed to end with the tour...but what if they can't stop? What if they won't stop? How will it affect their relationship, and their relationships with those closest to them?
July 12th 2012
“Is someone going to tell me what this is all about?” Maru asked grumpily as Kame let Ueda and Taguchi into his room.
“I told you, emergency group meeting, now everyone sit down” Kame replied.
“Right...so what’s wrong?” Maru pushed again once they were all sat down.
Kame looked expectantly at Ueda and Taguchi and Maru’s gaze followed his. Koki was staring pointedly in the opposite direction, he hadn’t looked at either of them since they’d entered.
Finally Taguchi cleared his throat “Actually, Uepi and I have something that we want to tell you...I don’t know exactly how to say it...or what you’ll think...” he glanced around, Maru was looking at him concerned, but Kame had turned to look away and Koki was still looking in the opposite direction. “Uepi and I...are sleeping together...”
Maru looked at him confused for a moment, as though waiting for the punchline, then he laughed anyway “What? Are you kidding?” He stopped laughing and then looked at Ueda for conformation, but the other man was staring at the floor.
“He’s not kidding.” Koki interjected, looking at Maru “I just walked in on him sucking Ueda off.”
“What?” Maru repeated with that confused expression again. “Ueda...what are they saying?”
Ueda looked up at Maru then, his cheeks flushed with embarrassment “It’s true...Kame knew all along, but when Koki found out tonight, we thought we should just come clean to you all...so yeah...we’re sleeping together...”
“What do you mean Kame knew all along?” Koki demanded at the same time Maru asked “What do you mean by sleeping together?”
It was Taguchi that answered first. “It started back in March...that night in Hokkaido when we had to share a room...”
“What started?” Maru butted in, a little more demanding.
“We had sex” Taguchi continued, not wanting to be vague about it “Kame found out about it the next morning but promised not to tell anyone even though he wasn’t happy about it. From there we kind of agreed we would keep seeing each other, just until the tour was over. But then after the tour...we just...we just wanted to keep doing it...”
Both Maru and Koki looked speechless.
“That’s why I was so grumpy during the tour...and then the fight that we had...” Kame spoke up, breaking the silence.
“What? But you’re fine with it now?” Koki snapped suddenly at Kame.
Kame was a little taken aback “No I’m not, and they know that, but they’re both too stubborn and pigheaded to listen to me when I tell them they’re making a mistake. I just thought they were less likely to get caught and screw things up if I just plead ignorance, seems I was wrong though” he snapped back as much at Ueda and Taguchi as at Koki.
“That wasn’t our fault Kame! We weren’t flaunting it about or anything, it’s his fault for trying to break into Taguchi’s room” Ueda snapped defensively, pointing a finger at Koki.
“If you hadn’t been lying to us in the first place...” Koki started back but Ueda cut him off.
“Yeah cos telling you about it has been so successful!”
“Stop it” Taguchi cut in “Please, just stop fighting...”
“Taguchi’s right, what’s done is done now, so we’re just going to have to learn to live with it” Kame started, he paused for a moment “And while we’re doing this....there’s something I should have told you guys about too.” All eyes turned to him. “The reason I was so against you two being together” he addressed Taguchi and Ueda “It’s because I’ve been there, and got caught, so I know what will happen...”
“Kazuya...what are you talking about?” Taguchi pressed him.
“Back when we were juniors...there was a time when I was kind of dating...Akanishi.” there was an audible gasp around the room. “We’d had crushes on each other for a long time and then when we were filming Gokusen...things...well you know how this stuff goes.” He paused to gather himself a little “Johnny found out shortly after we debuted and he told us to split up, or one or both of us would be fired.”
Taguchi swallowed hard “So you split up?”
Kame nodded then continued “He said he wanted us to be apart for a while, there was already all that hype among the fans...so...”
“So he sent Akanishi to L.A?” Koki finished for him. Kame nodded solemnly. “Then why were you so pissed at him too...you were just as pissed as the rest of us but it was your fault!”
“I had to pretend I was mad too, or you would have known, and Johnny said if anybody found out we’d be punished for it...”
“What about when he came back? Things were weird between you...” Taguchi pressed further.
Kame shook his head but there was a slight resentment in his voice “He changed, it seems while he was over there he had his fun and got it out of his system, when he came back he told me his feelings for me weren’t real, he was just young and stupid, and curious. And that was that...” There was silence again for a few minutes. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you...he insisted we kept it a secret, and then when he left...honestly I just wanted to forget he even existed!”
“It’s ok, I can understand that...” Ueda spoke up, moving to place a reassuring hand on Kame’s shoulder.
“Well I don’t.” Maru snapped suddenly standing up “You make me sick, the lot of you.” And he headed for the door.
“Yucchi wait” Kame called after him.
“I can’t even look at you all right now.” Maru replied shortly, then left the room. There was silence again but for Ueda the worst thing was the look of hurt on Maru’s face as he’d left. Anger he could deal with, but knowing that he’d hurt his friend cut much deeper.
“Koki...” Taguchi started anxiously.
“I don’t know” Koki answered with a sigh. “This is all too much to take in right now...” he glanced at Taguchi for the first time. “I don’t even know how I feel about you anymore.” And slowly he left the room after Maru.
“Well that went well” Kame said dryly as the door clicked shut again.
“Kame, I’m sorry. If I’d known what you went through I wouldn’t have been so hard on you” Ueda said once the silence was too much again.
“Yeah, well I should have told you all sooner” Kame replied.
“Still...”
Kame got up suddenly. “Would you mind leaving now? I’m tired” he made his way to his bag, hunting around for his sleepwear.
“Thank you Kazuya, you’re a good friend” Taguchi said finally, and they left in silence. Ueda automatically followed Taguchi back to his room.
“What will happen now?” Ueda asked dejectedly once they were back safely inside.
“I don’t know” Taguchi replied with little hope in his voice “I get why they’re upset, they have every right to be...I guess we just need to give them some time and hope they come back around.” He walked over and wrapped his arms around Ueda, kissing his forehead gently. “Let’s not lose sleep over it, ok? Whatever happens, we’ll be alright.”
Ueda nodded into his chest and then pulled away “Can I stay here with you tonight?”
“Of course” Taguchi replied, a small smile playing on his lips, and then they each went to get ready before curling up in bed to sleep.
Chapter 15
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Sorry for the short chapter :( and ok so maybe not quite the reaction I think most of you were expecting from Maru and Koki :( I hope you're not too disappointed though!!! And hopefully the little bit of JunDa fluff made up for it a little?
Also a little note about the Akame reference, firstly I want to point out that I don't actually believe that is why Akanishi went to LA though I think it's maybe one of the popular theories among the Akame fans. Secondly to those of my readers that are Akame fans, sorry if I've let you down, initially I intended the Akame reference to build up to more than just a few lines about the past, but since I'm really not an Akame fan I just didn't want to write anything more substantial about it, or not in the main story at least. If there's enough interest I'll consider writing a one-shot about the Akame part, but I won't bother if nobody is fussed about it :) So let me know if you feel strongly either way.
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Date: 2012-05-29 06:07 pm (UTC)I can understand Maru's and Koki's reaction, but still I think Maru just leaving like that is harsh! >.< I hope they will get over it and accept things as they are. Their bandmates aren't differnet just because they know now...
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Date: 2012-05-30 09:19 am (UTC)I like what you said though, they're no different, it's just that the others know now.
One vote for the Akame story :) I'll keep that in mind.
Thank you for your comment!!
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Date: 2012-05-29 06:21 pm (UTC)I'm not a fan... so thank God that didn't work out.
Anyway, OMG.. I totally get how Koki and Maru felt and reacted... it's sorta strange that all that has been going on for so long without his and koki's knowledge.
But he'll come around... his personality won't allow him to stay angry forever...
but at least it's all in the open now...
Oh my oh my... My JunDa fluff made my teabreak ;-)
LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!
ps... I like how it was Junno who took the lead to explain things ;-)
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Date: 2012-05-30 10:48 am (UTC)I'm not at Akame fan either so don't worry, it would have never worked out!
I'm glad you understand Maru and Koki's reactions, but really I'm not that mean, I couldn't have them stay mad forever...just a few chapters :P
I'm glad you liked the JunDa fluff, they seem pretty couple-like now don't they >_
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Date: 2012-05-30 10:51 am (UTC)I hope it will come across better in the next few chapters, I don't think Maru's a homophobe, just really shocked since he had no idea about any of it, and it's not was he was expecting, mostly I think it's just shock and feeling hurt about being lied to.
Lol, Ueda is forever breaking his rules >_<
No problem dear, thanks for reading!
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Date: 2012-05-29 11:55 pm (UTC)thanks for the update
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Date: 2012-05-30 10:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-05-30 03:11 am (UTC)I hope the group don't stay angsty for long :( Koki's outburst was expected, but I had thought Maru would react much better to it. At least they have Kame semi on their side? Hmm..
coughcough, I think it should have been PG-15; I spilt hot tea all over myself when I read how blunt Junno and Koki was, LOL!Thanks for updating (: I really wonder how the next chapter will be like!
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Date: 2012-05-30 10:53 am (UTC)Thank you for your comment, hopefully the next chapter will be up at the weekend :D
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Date: 2012-05-30 05:40 am (UTC)dislike akame ^^;I feel bad for Maru and Koki. Hidding that kind of topic is quite harsh. They're like a family ne?
Fluffly moment in the end! <3 the best to end hehe
Looking forward next chapter >w< *hugs*
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Date: 2012-05-30 10:56 am (UTC)I'm glad you understand how Maru and Koki feel, it must feel pretty bad to have friends so close to you lying about that kind of thing, right?
Of course I have to end with fluff though, lol, I can't take too much angst at once :D Thank you for reading and commenting!!
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Date: 2013-03-11 06:54 am (UTC)Anyway, it's getting awkward between them. But still, I like how you made it this way. It makes them all more 'them', even Kame.
PS: sorry for spamming your inbox, I'm just too excited about your fics. And you need to learn how a big rant I am when I got excited XDDD