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thesecretdoorPairing: JunDa
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1117
Disclaimer: All people mentioned belong only to themselves...aside from JunDa who clearly belong to each other.
Summary: In the fairy tales they fall in love and live happily ever after...but this isn't a fairy tale. How are two people, madly in love, supposed to stay away from each other?
26th June 2013
The last four days had been a whirlwind. Only a good one. Everything in Taguchi's life felt flipped on it's head, and spinning out of control, and he'd never been happier.
Tears streamed down his face as he waved to the crowd just one more time, the tour finished, successfully, and certainly better than it had started.
“I love you” he shouted out to the fans, emotion for their smiling faces rearing up at the thought of how close he came to losing them “Thank you!!” and eventually Koki came back out to drag him backstage.
“We should do another encore” Ueda insisted, that sparkle finally shining from his eyes again. “So much has happened...and even if they don't know about it all, we still owe so much to them...”
“Baka, we've already done two encores...we can't sing anymore.” Maru interjected, but his smile was wide and playful.
“We'll be back next year, stronger than ever...” Koki insisted.
“Besides” Kame chuckled “We'll get kicked out before we get chance to shower if we keep this going much longer...Johnny-san is going to throw a fit over the length of that MC.”
Ueda smiled and nodded and Taguchi reached out to ruffle his hair, it wasn't what he really wanted to do, but there were staff around and so it was enough.
They headed back to their dressing room and gathered their things together to shower, Taguchi making sure he was at least two stalls away from Ueda to prevent any temptation.
The night before the first concert at the Dome, they'd gone back to Ueda's place and talked. Once things had finally sunk in for the two of them they realised that it wasn't just as easy as forgetting all the bad stuff. They had to 'air out their dirty laundry' as it were. As a result of that they'd agreed on not rushing back into things, they'd agreed to talk things through before getting into a physical relationship again.
Sex, it seemed, was responsible for every major turning point in their relationship, and so they agreed they had to abstain, at least until they were ready to take another turn and leave everything else behind.
But that wasn't to say they didn't want it, terribly and achingly so. Taguchi had found it hard enough being close to Ueda as they danced on stage, hearing the way his breath came out in pants, seeing the sweaty, flushed skin, smelling the lust and hormones reeling off of him. Really, being close to the other man, and naked was not a good idea.
When they were ready they all headed out for a celebration as an end to the tour. They went to their usual post tour restaurant and as expected, much drunken recounting of incidences was involved as they spent the next two hours munching their way through dish after dish, glass of beer, or cocktail following.
By the time they stumbled into the taxi home, Taguchi's head was swimming. Ueda, sprawled across the seat beside him, was in no better a condition, if anything he looked worse.
They pulled up outside Ueda's apartment, and though he knew he really shouldn't, Taguchi climbed out and paid the cab driver, before dragging Ueda out with him and helping him up the stairs.
Ueda fished his keys from his pocket and clumsily unlocked the door, stumbling through it and dragging Taguchi is behind him. He followed Ueda over to the sofa where the older man flopped down, Taguchi moved to sit beside him and was greeted with an almost shy kiss.
He smiled back just as nervously, and then glanced back at the kitchen door, which Ueda's dogs were barking from behind. He reached a hand out to caress Ueda's cheek, taking in for a moment the silent beauty of it. “You should get to bed...” he whispered “I'll take care of the dogs and then get a taxi home.”
He turned to get up before Ueda could respond, but Ueda's hand clung to his sleeve, stopping him from moving. “Stay...please?”
He felt torn. Everything inside him screaming to comply, to carry Ueda along the hallway to his bedroom and lose himself there in Ueda's embrace. But he knew he couldn't mess things up, not this time, not when it was so important to their future relationship. “Not tonight...”
Nothing had prepared him for the intensity in Ueda's eyes “Please...I miss you...I just want you to hold me”
He groaned with the force of fighting his feelings, and slumped back down onto the sofa, Ueda's hands clutched in his. “Baby, we need to take things slowly...”
Ueda nodded “We don't have to do anything...Just...you're my boyfriend...I want to wake up with you in the mornings.”
His chest felt close to bursting, whether from Ueda's incredibly sweet admission or from his use of the word 'boyfriend' he couldn't be sure. There was really no resisting that. “Ok...but just cuddling ok? Promise?”
“Promise” Ueda nodded, his slightly drunken smile a little wonky.
“Now you go get yourself tucked into bed, do the dogs need walking? Or just feeding?”
“If you could just take them across to the grassy patch over the road.” Ueda requested, a light pout on his lips that Taguchi couldn't resist kissing away.
“Ok.” he smiled, pressing another gentle kiss onto Ueda's “I won't be long.”
He watched as Ueda made his way down the hallway to his bathroom and then he grabbed the dog leads before sneaking into the kitchen. He was secretly pleased at the response he got from them, they were whining, and jumping up to lick at his neck and face, as though greeting an old friend.
He slipped on the leashes and took them quickly over to the other side of the road and back. He placed down food for them and shut them safely away in the kitchen again before poking his head into Ueda's bedroom, only to hear the other man already snoring lightly.
With a smile he headed back into the bathroom to take a quick shower, and then slipped back along to the bedroom, sneaking into bed behind Ueda.
He pressed in against Ueda's back, exhaling with the relief of feeling that closeness again, and nuzzled his nose into Ueda's damp hair.
Ueda let out a sleepy whine and gripped onto Taguchi's arms, pushing them away just enough to turn around in his hold, wrapping his free arm tightly around Taguchi's waist and snuggling into the crook of his neck.
“Love you Junno” he murmured, pressing a gentle kiss against his clavicle.
Taguchi pulled him tighter to his body, pressing a kiss into his hair. “Love you, baby.”
So nothing really happens in this chapter...it was really just an excuse to have a little snuggly JunDa fluff >_<
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Date: 2012-10-30 03:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-11-02 09:13 pm (UTC)Thank you for reading, and it's really sweet that you stayed up waiting for it :D And I hope you had a good Halloween ^__^
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Date: 2012-10-30 03:57 pm (UTC)I'm really glad they decided to take things slow and not suddenly rush and jump each other. I mean...it makes sense, before they were just having sex thinking they didn't have any feelings with each other. But now it's like they're starting over again and really accepting and cherishing the love they feel for one another. It's really sweet >w< And all the cuddling!! Oh I'll be looking forward to more sweet cuddly things~!!
Though I wonder how long it'll take them till they finally have sex again xD
Anyway, loved this update and as usual can't wait for the next~~ Thanks for the update~~! ^w^ *hugs*
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Date: 2012-11-02 09:25 pm (UTC)You're exactly right, I wanted this new JunDa to be the opposite of what they started out as, so no more sex for sex's sake for them, it's all about the love now :D
Hehe...as for how long it will be until they start again...well I said I'm over my smut block already :P and I've only written a few chapters of part 4 so far!
The next chapter will be the last in this part, but I'll start posting part 4 pretty soon after.
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Date: 2012-10-30 04:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-11-02 09:26 pm (UTC)Thank you for reading ^_^
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Date: 2012-10-30 05:21 pm (UTC)Tatchan calling Junno his boyfriend was so adorable! >v<
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Date: 2012-11-02 09:27 pm (UTC)Hehe, it's totally adorable thinking of them calling each other boyfriend right?
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Date: 2012-11-03 02:28 pm (UTC)It is! >v<
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Date: 2012-10-31 01:19 am (UTC)thanks for the update
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Date: 2012-11-02 09:28 pm (UTC)Thank you for reading!!
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Date: 2012-10-31 02:26 am (UTC)I'm happy that they have talked about things and are laying off the physical and more focusing on their feelings, strengthening their relationship... while still being hot for each other XD
and imagine that! Junno restraining himself *____________*
and the bed scene was soooooooo fluffy and cute!
Awww, my kawaii JunDa is back!
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Date: 2012-11-02 09:30 pm (UTC)I'm happy you like the ways things turned out, I maybe did drag the angst on just a little too long!
Thanks as always for reading and commenting!!
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Date: 2012-10-31 09:59 am (UTC)And cuddling... Aww ~ Glad to know that they are taking things slowly ^__^
As usual, thanks for the update :D
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Date: 2012-11-02 09:32 pm (UTC)Thank you for reading :D
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Date: 2012-10-31 09:03 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-11-02 09:32 pm (UTC)Thank you for such a lovely comment!