[multichapter] baby blue chapter 13
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thesecretdoorTitle: Baby Blue: Part 1: Chapter 13
Pairing: JunDa
Rating: PG-15
Warnings: No actual sex, but there is a conversation about some aspects of it that some people may find a little gross
Word Count: 1476
Disclaimer: I don't own anybody
Summary: It was only ever meant to be about sex...their relationship is just convenient, as long as it doesn't affect their friendship or their work there's no problem with it, right? But just how long can they carry on that way?
April 9th 2012
He woke peacefully the next morning, bright light shining in through the thin curtains. His own curtains at home were much thicker, he hated being woken early on his days off but somehow in this situation it was pleasant. He rolled over to face the man beside him, even asleep he was annoying, mouth hanging open slightly, breath slow and deep, eyebrows furrowing slightly in response to some dream where he was probably still losing badly in video games.
He felt the sudden urge to kiss him...despite how annoying he was, Ueda had started to see the cute side of Taguchi too, and the confusingly vulnerable side he had tried so hard to hide the night before. His feelings toward the man had changed, he knew that much but he didn’t know the extent of them. He definitely wasn’t in love with him, he knew love, had felt it strong and overpowering for someone before, until she had stamped all over his feelings, made him feel broken. No it wasn’t love, he wouldn’t ever let that happen again.
He tried to push his mind away from the painful memories and focus on the current situation, he certainly cared about Taguchi and felt somewhat protective of him, but those feelings weren’t entirely new. Being the baby of the group, in attitude if not by age, everyone looked out for him and if they bullied him it was only in the way that a big brother bullied his siblings. He thought maybe he was seeing him as more attractive now, though he had told him immediately that new hairstyle suited him so that wasn’t new...and rather than being attracted to him, it was more that he found him attractive, but that was kind of an occupational requirement, being Johnny’s and all.
But all of that was when they were normal, just themselves with the group, Taguchi and Uepi. Everything changed when they were alone, Taguchi changed. He was still a little silly, but not dorky and annoying, and he was confident in himself without the usual arrogance, instead it was a sexy kind of confidence. He was sure of himself and he knew exactly what to do to get Ueda’s blood pumping, but at the same time he was happy to lay back and be dominated, to let Ueda have his way, which was just the way Ueda liked it. He smiled to himself, remembering the way he had made Taguchi fall apart the night before, naturally the sound of moans had always been a turn on for him, but he felt a deep sense of pride at being able to be the cause of such natural, uncontrollable responses.
“What are you thinking about, grinning to yourself like that?” came Taguchi’s sleepy voice, he’d been so lost in thought he’d completely forgotten the other man sleeping beside him.
Ueda laughed, blushing slightly “Thank you for last night, it was amazing.”
Taguchi smiled brightly “There’s no need to thank me, you did all the work.” He blushed a little “And thank you for touching me that way, and you know...for getting me off too...”
Ueda flushed, he’d been unsure last night if he should or not, Taguchi usually took care of himself when he was ready, but he’d been so close and there wasn’t time, and he couldn’t just ignore Taguchi’s need. “That’s ok, I like it when you like it” he finally said, unable to effectively express all the things he was feeling, not sure if he even wanted to.
There was a small silence in which Taguchi rolled onto his side to face Ueda then brushed a few strands of his hair out of his face before running his fingers through the dense locks.
“Your hair is getting long” he mused and Ueda hummed in agreement, liking the feeling of the fingers in his hair. It was getting long again, he’d had it trimmed and shaped a bit for the tour but it was still a reasonable length.
“Last night” Taguchi continued, a slight blush creeping onto his cheeks “After we were done...you were watching...”
Ueda’s cheeks grew a little hotter too, “I just wondered...I never really thought about what happened after...I mean I’ve done that with girls before, and I know that it comes back out pretty quick, but I didn’t know if with you it would be different...”
Taguchi pondered the thought for a minute “I guess it’s about the same as with girls, I mean, after most of its gone I can still feel it, but there can’t be much there.”
“Doesn’t it feel gross?”
Taguchi laughed at the cute expression he made “Sometimes, like on the plane, but in a weird way it’s quite soothing to wake up and feel it...you know”
“About that...” Ueda looked down shyly “I’m sorry for not thinking of using condoms... I didn’t expect either of us would have anything, but all the same it was...irresponsible...and rude of me to just do it to you without even thinking about how you’d feel about it...”
“I wouldn’t have thought of it either apart from the plane thing...as long as we’re both clean then there’s nothing to worry about” now it was Taguchi’s turn to look away shyly. “Actually, speaking of clean...”
“You wanted to ask this last night right?”
“Yeah, and I’m feeling pretty nervous about your answer since you were so eager not to talk about it...”
Ueda laughed and stroked his cheek tenderly “It’s not like that, I just didn’t want you worrying about that kind of thing and going off the idea...”
“But am I...you know, dirty...up there?”
Ueda laughed again at his adorable expression. “No you’re not dirty...I mean I can’t imagine it’s exactly clean, it is still an asshole after all, and while I don’t exactly want to think about it, I know yours has the same primary purpose as everyone else. But there’s never been anything bad...nothing to put me off even for a second.”
“Are you sure...when I was shopping I saw you can get things to help you clean up there...if you wanted me to I could...” but he was cut off by Ueda shaking his head.
“It’s not necessary, I promise you’re not dirty, ok?” reluctantly Taguchi nodded “Though I am interested in that shopping spree of yours...you didn’t go to a shop to buy that stuff right?”
Taguchi laughed out loud “Of course not, how do you think that would go down, me being swamped by fans while trying to decide on the best anal lube”
“And how did you decide?” Ueda asked smirking.
Taguchi looked at him sternly “You’ve got to properly research these things Uepi” he caught the look on Ueda’s face “Tatsuya...I read reviews and looked at recommendations”
“How much stuff did you buy?”
“Well they were in one of those ‘spend so much and get something free’ offers...”
Ueda laughed “How much did you buy?”
“In the end...I got 4 bottles of lube and some free condoms” he grinned widely, though his cheeks darkened slightly
Ueda laughed again “That’s a lot of lube!”
“There were those condoms too...”
“Ok so there was the condoms and the three bottles of lube I’ve seen...one anal, one flavored, what was the one we used before?”
“That was an anal one too, but with a screw cap so it was better for traveling.”
“And what’s the other?” Ueda asked cheekily, but when Taguchi didn’t answer he just rolled quickly over to search the draw, pulling out the third bottle stashed inside. “Oooh, it’s one of those tingly ones right?” Taguchi just laughed embarrassed “Feeling adventurous were you?” he teased “We should totally try this one next...have you tried it before?”
Taguchi rolled back onto his back to avoid the mischievous grin on Ueda’s face.
“Juuuuunno” Ueda pouted “You’ve tried it right? What’s it like?”
Taguchi turned to face him again, cheeks flushed bright red. “I’ve only tried it once for sex...but she didn’t like it...mostly...I just like to use it on my own”
Ueda looked incredulously at him, though in reality he found the idea of Taguchi jerking off with the aid of tingly lube disturbingly arousing. He was just thinking of suggesting they try it right now when Taguchi’s phone rang, Taguchi groaned in annoyance but got up anyway to find his phone from the pocket of his jeans, Ueda was secretly delighted to note that Taguchi was also a little hard after their rather intimate conversation.
“It’s my mom, I’d better answer it...” he said looking dejectedly at the bed, seeming to sense what the disruption would cost them.
“I’d better go take care of the dogs anyway...it’s ok if I use your shower right?” Taguchi just nodded as he picked up the phone, so Ueda gathered his clothes and headed to the bathroom.
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So there we go, a slightly cringe-worthy crack conversation about some of the gross stuff. Why? Mainly because I thought it might maybe? add a little realism to it...as you've seen in previous chapters I'm not the kind of person to just brush over the awkward truths. And then secondly just cos I find the idea of JunDa cuddled up in bed being so open with each other adorable XD And thirdly, it's a very small plot device.
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Date: 2012-03-15 12:58 am (UTC)well that just show how close they are now to one another, they're even able to talk about their previous sex life, but imagining JunDa in bed together and talking is adorable XD
thanks for letting me know that you updated XD!!~
can't wait for the next! (or HOPE i can read it on time!)
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Date: 2012-03-21 10:50 am (UTC)I'm glad it wasn't too much realism for you XD but yeah I wanted to have them be all close and able to talk about sensitive stuff easily!
Next chapter is up now, I hope you get chance to read it XD
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Date: 2012-03-15 04:31 am (UTC)I liked it! and you're right, it gives more realism *-* <3
kya Uepi looking at Junno when he sleeps, so cute!
and they getting all flushy while talking is so much loveee <333
LOL that annoying call of Taguchi's mother xD
kya I want to read next chapter >w< ! thanks you a lot for sharing <33
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Date: 2012-03-21 10:52 am (UTC)Thank you for reading and commenting! It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside!
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Date: 2012-03-15 04:48 am (UTC)Morning after was sweet... weird or rather , yeah, weird conversation but only because it's JunDa and they appear so cute when flustered and even still teasing/flirting with each other... makes it this good ....
I can see my fluff coming at me!
Arigatou ne~ update soon!
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Date: 2012-03-21 11:30 am (UTC)The next chapter is up already XD