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thesecretdoorPairing: JunDa
Rating: PG-15 (for minor language)
Word Count: 1795
Disclaimer: I still haven't found a way to make them my slaves yet...
Summary: It was all supposed to end with the tour...but what if they can't stop? What if they won't stop? How will it affect their relationship, and their relationships with those closest to them?
June 10th 2012
Taguchi couldn’t remember the last time he’d been this nervous. He’d spent the last three quarters of an hour trying on nearly everything in his wardrobe, he’d almost decided on a shirt to wear, but really the colour depended on what trousers he went with. He didn’t want to wear suite trousers, that would probably make things awkward, too official he decided, but then would jeans be too casual? He could wear chinos, but all the chinos he owned were reasonably worn, he had been wearing them a lot this spring. In the end he decided on one of his less worn pairs of jeans, they’d been in his closet for years, he was sure, but they were quite tight fitting so he didn’t wear them often. A few times he ran back to the mirror, just to check he still approved, they were fashionably tight, but of course he didn’t want to look like he was trying too hard to draw attention to his body. He was pretty much guaranteed sex after all, one way or another, he just wanted to make the right choices, play his cards right, as it were, to get it the way he wanted.
Ueda had of course denied his sleepy conversation, at first anyway, but Taguchi was nothing if not persistent, and eventually the older man came clean. It seemed that night wasn’t the first time Ueda had thought about that kind of situation, he just hadn’t wanted to bring it up. Even when he finally did admit to it, he was much more reluctant to actually go through with it, but Taguchi managed to convince him to at least stay open minded about it, with the promise of a lovely dinner and no pressure.
So that’s how things got to this. It was half past 6 on a Sunday night and Taguchi was rather bravely trying to cook what he hoped would be an impressive dinner of homemade curry with all the correct side dishes and extras, complete with expensive wine and a sweet surprise for dessert.
Work had been busy over the past week, there were meetings underway about a few one-off concerts they would be performing in Taiwan as a follow up to their tour earlier that year, discussions of a possible new tv show and each of them were being considered individually for drama roles. The workload meant he’d had very little free time to spend with Ueda and he was looking forward to their date tonight, followed by a whole day off the next day.
The doorbell rang at 7 o’ clock sharp and Taguchi rushed to buzz Ueda into the building, counting the seconds nervously until he knocked at the door.
“Hey” he smiled brightly as he let the other man in “You look...you look really good.” And he couldn’t deny that was the truth, he was wearing dark jeans too, with a black tank top and a pale check shirt over the top. Taguchi swallowed, willing his eyes away from the other man.
“You didn’t skimp on the cheesy romance did you?” Ueda scoffed lightly as he made his way into the living room. Where there had been an open space there was now a table, set for two complete with candles and wine glasses, the lights were switched off with only the candles and a lamp over in the corner of the room for light, and there was some kind of light tinkly music playing quietly.
Taguchi blushed a little, he had thought it was a little over the top, but then figured if he was going to go for romantic, he might as well go the full way. “I figured if I did it all I’d have to get something right...”
He couldn’t help but smile as Ueda turned to him, blushing slightly “It’s nice, thank you for going to all the effort...”
“Take a seat I’m about to put it out...” he smiled, heart fluttering. He headed back to the kitchen for the wine, so far everything was going well, the older man hadn’t out-rightly laughed in his face at least. He took a few deep breaths to steady his hands, which for some reason he couldn’t keep from shaking, then he put on his brightest smile and headed into the living room with the bottle in hand. “Wine sir?” he asked with an air of elegance.
“Thank you” Ueda nodded, and Taguchi half filled their glasses before placing the bottle in the centre of the table, beside a jug of ice water.
“There’s water here too, you know, for if you want...” he cut himself off, embarrassed at the way his words were stuttering out, and then he quickly hid his shaking hands behind his back again. “I’ll go...you know, get the food...” and he walked away quickly, face flushing, Ueda must have noticed his hands. He quickly downed a glass of tap water, then took a few minutes to collect himself, but before he had even moved he felt arms wrap gently around him from behind. He let out a puff of air, embarrassed further to be caught like this, and then he turned around in the older man’s hold, facing him though not looking into his eyes.
“You don’t need to be so nervous...” Ueda coaxed, but even at the words Taguchi felt embarrassed, he knew he had no reason to be, he just wanted so badly to make things perfect for them that night. “It’s just me alright? You don’t need to impress me...” he rubbed his nose gently along Taguchi’s cheek and then under his chin, encouraging his head up. “It’s really sweet that you’ve done all this, and I really appreciate it, but I want you to have a nice time too ok? This whole quiet night in idea was supposed to be so I didn’t feel any pressure, but it’s no good if you feel under pressure because of it...”
Taguchi tried a smile and nodded “I’m sorry, I just want everything to be perfect...”
Ueda smiled “Well you’re doing really well so far, so just relax a bit ok?” Taguchi nodded and turned his head a little, brushing their lips together gently, but it was Ueda who pressed them together properly, just a short, sweet peck, but it was enough to have Taguchi’s skin tingling. “Come on then, let’s go and eat.”
Taguchi managed to relax a little as the meal progressed, he had to admit his food was pretty good, and the wine was going down a treat too. The conversation was natural, very light topics and Taguchi was pleased to note he wasn’t doing too bad at making Ueda laugh either. But as the meal ended and they moved over to the sofa with their glasses of wine, there was a slight tension starting to rise, crackling like static electricity between them, only now it was Ueda that was acting nervously.
“It’s getting pretty hard to ignore that elephant in the room, huh?” Ueda chuckled, his voice a little too high in pitch, after a few minutes of awkward silence.
Taguchi laughed “Yeah...I think things got a little...” but he couldn’t think of a way to finish his sentence “So much for no pressure...” he paused and there was another awkward silence “You know, you don’t have to go through with this if you don’t want...I won’t try and make you do anything...”
“I know” Ueda cut him off gently, placing a hand reassuringly on his knee “I trust you Junno, I’m just” his breathing was a little quick “I don’t know if I can...”
There was a tangible drop in Taguchi stomach at his words, but he knew the key was patience, and time. He didn’t want to try and force or manipulate Ueda into doing something he didn’t want to do, but for some unexplainable reason he wanted to...he paused, he couldn’t even think of the right word to describe it. He definitely didn’t want to fuck Ueda, that sounded too harsh, but it wouldn’t be making love either. He just wanted to be the one doing the doing...for him to have Ueda, to take him.
He couldn’t even really place the reason why, it wasn’t anything physical, he’d had sex with girls before and surely it wasn’t really that different, other than being a bit tighter he imagined, no, it wasn’t the physical feeling that made him crave the act so badly. That could only mean it was something psychological or emotional...
“Junno...” Ueda asked tentatively, breaking him from his thoughts.
“Sorry” he smiled shaking his head “I phased out a bit there...” Ueda looked down, his face sad. “It’s ok, don’t get worried about it, if you don’t want to try it tonight then that’s alright...I can wait as long as you need...”
Ueda smiled a little “Thank you...And we can see...later on maybe...if I feel...”
“Ok” Taguchi smiled, “well in the meantime, how about some dessert?” And he went to fetch the dessert he’d planned.
Ueda’s face lit up when he saw the tray of fruit, and the large pot of chocolate fondue beside it, Taguchi placed it down on kotatsu and they both sat down in front of it. Taguchi picked up a stick first and speared it into a thick slice of banana, he dipped it thoroughly into the melted chocolate and, hand cupped under it, brought it up to the other man’s mouth. Ueda flashed him a saucy grin and then opened his mouth, taking the banana from the stick in the most seductive way he could manage.
They continued that way for a while, taking turns to feed each other, getting messier and giddier as they went along. Taguchi was already hard, just the sight of Ueda, his mouth, lips red with strawberry juice, tongue darting out to lick it away sensually, eyes hazy with what could only be his own lust. He fed him another, desperate to see his guilty pleasure again, but as the juice dribbled down, chocolate smeared at the side of his mouth he couldn’t take it anymore.
He pushed the kotatsu away and leaned forward, pushing the older man gently to the floor and moving to hover over him. He licked his own lips then bent his head down to lick the juice from Ueda’s. The older man gasped, his own tongue coming out to meet Taguchi’s, tasting the mixture of chocolate and fruit. Taguchi quickly took control, passion driving him to push Ueda’s tongue back inside his mouth, diving in after it, to tangle with it and taste it.
“Junno” Ueda gasped, suddenly breaking his mouth away but staying close, panting against his lips “Junno, I’m ready, I want to...”
Chapter 11
Their first proper date :D I'm sorry if it was mean of me to cut it off there...but I wanted to give you something to look forward to next time!!
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Date: 2012-05-16 05:25 pm (UTC)I'm glad the date was sweet and fluffy enough!! And the fondue...it's sounds like a totally hot and awesome idea right?! I have to admit though that I tried it once with dark chocolate and fresh oranges...not at all sexy >_< the chocolate seized and the oranges tasted real sour...the idea was good though!!
Hehe, I'm sorry to have left it at that point...but I wanted to keep you all interested :P I'll have chapter 11 up at the weekend though :D
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Date: 2012-05-16 11:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-05-16 05:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-05-16 01:43 pm (UTC)Sweet chappie.
Looking out for you again soon ^^
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Date: 2012-05-16 05:28 pm (UTC)I'll have the next chapter up at the weekend for you :P Thank you for reading and comment my dear!!
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Date: 2012-05-16 01:45 pm (UTC)xD no really...i knew you'd probably leave it off somewhere thanks to the rating for this chapter >.>
But aww this was so cute! They're first proper date!! *w* I like how Junno tried to make everthing perfect and all romantic and stuff >w< and whee Ueda's ready!! ...right?? =w=
Also the chocolate fruit fondue idea was just so awesome *w* just imagining it makes me giggle xD
Hmm now I definitely DEFINITELY have something to look forward to next *w* I'll be waiting eagerly for the next chapter =DDD and thanks for this update too!! *w* *glomps*
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Date: 2012-05-16 05:37 pm (UTC)I'm sorry for leaving you hanging like that :P I just wanted to be a bit of a tease :D Surely you don't think I would build you up like that and then have him not go through with it though? :P right?
I'm glad you liked the fluffy romantic date too ^__^ Things are getting real now! :D
I'll have the next chapter up at the weekend! Thank you for reading dear, and for your comment too :D
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Date: 2012-05-17 10:21 pm (UTC)Luckily I found it now...
Well, means I have to wait a day less for the next chapter, ne? XD
It's so cute how Junno planned it to be the perfect date! ♥ And him wondering about why he wants to top Ueda! ^^
Now all that's left is the question if it will really be perfect! Can't wait for the next chapter! ^^
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Date: 2012-05-18 09:12 am (UTC)Thank you for reading, I'm really glad you liked their romantic little date!!! :D Next chapter should be a good one ;)
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Date: 2012-05-18 04:54 am (UTC)this fic made my heart pounding *blush* and gosh, the time finally arrived ne? is Junno's turn lol
but yeah! deep feeling are thriving >w<
uwa I'm looking forward next chapter *huggles* <3
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Date: 2012-05-18 09:15 am (UTC)Your comment was so sweet, I'm so happy you liked it this much :D
Next chapter won't be far away :D